I'm not fool enough to stay
I know I don't belong here
But I'm not smart enough to stay away
I'm not too good at shifting gears
And I've got no delusions, I know what I am
I know that I'm not your man
But I've got no solutions
So I'm going to love you from here
No agenda, no hope for redemption
I'm going to love you from here
Don't know how to do anything else
Except loving you, and hating myself
I'm not strong enough to walk away from
How I wish you'd feel, how this could work out
But I'm not dumb enough to talk
I know this can't be real
I know you love him, now
And I've got no illusions, I know I've got to go
Find myself out here on my own
But I've found no conclusions
So I'm just going to love you from here
No agenda, no hope for redemption
I'm just going to love you from here
Don't know how to do anything else
Except loving you, and hating myself
I hated myself for so long
Wishing I could be what you want
And I hated the world because
We don't belong
But if we had a chance, that chance is gone
You're moving on
And I am glad to see you smile
Though I wish I was the one lighting up your face
I'll be okay, in a while
My heart just isn't done
You're not so easily replaced
So I'm just going to love you from here
No agenda, no hope for redemption
I'm just loving you from here
Don't know how to do anything else
Except loving you, except loving you
I'm going to love you.... from here
Don't know how to do anything else
Except loving you
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